We use to talk until morning is night,
we use to tell each other how our friendship will always last.
we use to share all our problems,
but thats all in the past.
i have so much to tell you,
all the problems troubling inside me,
but you're never ever there,
like you used to always be.
i miss the days where we were so close,
i miss knowing i have someone there,
i miss your sweet smile and comforting words,
now you act like you don't care.
you don't talk to me when we past each other,
you don't say hello or smile,
you act like I'm not there,
was our friendship a fake all this while?
how come you are never online?
how come you don't pick up your phone?
how come i don't feel you as close anymore?
how come i feel so alone?
tell me something comforting,
tell me something i wanna hear,
tell me something you use to say
and make all things clear.
why is it that bad things always happen to me?
why is it that i always feel lost?
why is it i hurt more and more each day?
is friendship that a big cost?
*this was written when i feel betrayed by a really good friend. so i hope you felt what i felt too, when i was writing it.*
