Lifes hard...

Life is harder than i thought it would be
from having kids and not being able to eat
to watching ur mom, shoot dope up in her feet
from x\'s going crazy cause they cant get there way
and only to have them leave a message \"I\'m sorry\" on the next day.
life is harder than i thought it would be
to being raised without a family
going to school, having ur friends tease u cause ur mom is a junkie
i having ur bother shot in front of u, over a starter coat hoodie
this life of mines is harder and harder each day
and its really taking a toll on me, in every way
I have seen it all, even my father...wait a minute I never meant him
I wonder if we what his name was..?..ronald..donald? maybe tim
i dont know and dont care cause life is a joke
to having to see ur mom sit up and getting choked
to sitting there in the hospital, with someone u thought was gonna make it
but life is to hard....its over...i wont fake it.....