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by Rozzy Feb 20, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / about depression
Today was the same as yesterday Feelings the same as everyday The tears burn yet refuse to fall Once again i've reached the edge of another fall Like a routine I live and die It's daily Lucky if weekly Lucky to feel alive Yesterday was the worst as today and tomorrow Weak almost lifeless body refuses to get up and go Getting harder to pull myself from bed Getting weak Can't remember whats ever said I'm never really there Never really in the same room Like a void I could be in yesterday or tomorrow Anywhere no one could assume It's better to close my eyes and let the day leave For then it is only useless to pretend to believe I can't help but let the days fade Can't help but not care that today is no longer yesterday I'm lost in my own world Clinging to nothingness I even laugh at myself sometimes for my uselessness Today has faded yesterday is gone Tomorrow will be too Good-bye tomorrow and yesterday Adew