I could have been a star. (abortion)

I wonder what i didn\'t do right,
why someone took away my chance at life.
im so small, i bet if shed given me a chance, i could have grown to be tall.
maybe even have been a star,
i know i would have made her proud.
i want nothing more then to make her proud....

I know i was a mistake,
that the man that forced his entry through her gate, as she screamed rape didn\'t mean to create

but thats no fair, why does she have a say as to weather or not ill ever have a say,
i dont want it to be this way.

c\'mon mommy! i promise ill be good,
just get me out of here, this dumpster is cold and it smells,
take me where i always imagined you would.
Please? I\'ll apolagize everday.
I swear im sorry for whatever i did wrong.
For whatever i did for you to leave me here.

Im getting hungry, nothing to feed off of,
im drowning in my tears,
and suffocating by my fears,
slowly im dying, but i havent even been given the chance to live, so how can this be?

im sorry mommy,
i know i was a mistake,
but dont take it out on me,
i could grow to be 6ft3
be a star,
maybe even be on tv!
but you\'ll never know,
because you killed me.
you killed my chance at life.