She laughs so hard when I cry
She smiles perfectly while i frown
she is not there when I'm needed
she cries in her lonely little bed
thinking if there is nothing she can do
her life is like dirt useless and ugly
she always beats her self up
with words that kill her everyday
she runs aways from her fears and uses a dagger
to keep away the thought in her head
she would cut so deep and fall asleep
even in her dreams she dreams of sleeping
when she awakes she is lost
because of her forgotten years
no one will remember her at all
not even her best friends
that roam on earth with her
she can never be restored
to her normal self she needs help
