Not a word from you in too long a time
It breaks my heart so damn much
And you know I long for you
You know I love you
But you ignored my calls
my texts, my cries of need
And left me here to die
***
I never thought you'd do this
I know I was never much to you
But you were my existance
Now without you, I am nothing
I have cried too many tears
But I still love you
***
Its crazy how I was never with you
But you were always with me
Maybe you never quite understood
You werent here when I prayed for you
I dont believe in god
But I prayed for you every night
I begged someone to keep you safe
To keep you from falling
To make you feel happiness
***
Thats all I have ever wanted
Even if it meant with someone else
I'd give my blessing to anything
If it meant you were happy
Now your gone and I feel broken
Pain I've never felt before
But if your happy without me
Then any pain is worth it.
I love you
I always will
