Am I Really Alone..?

Tell me what you're thinking
cuz I dont understand.
When I end up running away no one helps me get back.
Lead me to another place,
somewhere I haven't been before.
Somewhere I can hide my face and not care about life anymore.
My feelings are confusing and the so called perfect life is so far.
I try and hide my past but I cannot hide my scars.
Love has left me lonely, people come and go.
That's why I don't believe when you say you love me so.
So why say you will always be with me when in the end you will push me away?
I really don't wanna suffer anymore I just want someone who will really stay.
I can't say I am perfect but I just cannot hide in fear.
But I get so insecure when you or no one is near.
I'll keep trying harder cuz these memories are in the past.
If I don't make it out soon I don't think I may last.