Father

Dear father why do you do what you do?
do i deserve it or is it your own sick will
i cry my self to sleep at night wondering what i have done wrong
you've told me once but Ive forgot Ive loved you once but now I'm lost
you said if i was yours you would put me up for adoption
you hit and you yell until you cant no more
dear father why do you do the things you do?
i wake up in the morning waiting to hear you come to my room
i hear you yell then come to my door
1...2...3...no four today
dear father i wont take this any more i must be i have to be strong for my brother and sister but i fall to the floor will i ever wake from this nightmare
dear father why do you do the things you do?