I wonder Now...

Color the morning rain,
with all your lies and pain.
Kiss the days goodbye,
even though you could've traveled high.

Your body is cold and lifeless.
My heart is filled with tears,
at best.
You left with no letter.
Things could have been better.

Where are you now?
Is your soul happy?
How?
Do you look up at me,
looking at the life you lost?
Or do you look down on me,
seeing the pain you cost?

Do you ever wonder how life goes on without you?
Have you found out that everything was untrue?

~deidicated to my sister...RIP