A letter soaked in tears
It tells all my painful fears.
Telling when I lost my friend,
And how my heart wouldn't mend.
And it tells the days I sat,
Beside my grandmother and my grandfather holding their hand when they died.
And it tells when I held my auntie close when her daughter died.
And it also tells, getting woken out of bed to learn my great uncles are dead.
But as my letter doesn't explain
Is how I have let go?
Because I have never been able to.
The loss of the people I love
Kills me.
Some days I think of ending it all.
Thinking only if I would be with them?
Everything could be so right.
I could get of to a better start.
But till I decide my future path,
I sit in the shadows and write this letter.
A letter to explain to all who wonder
Why some days I feel so blunder.
Maybe some will be able to understand,
But most will never.
Even though you'll never be able to know it all,
You'll be able to understand why I could never stand so tall.
And if you can't see why after that,
Just remember,
This is A Letter Soaked in MY Tears.
