I know you didn't break my heart
On purpose but still you tore it apart
Tears fall from my eyes
As the pain erupts that I try to keep inside
It hurt me so bad that you said that
But I hide it well not wanting to be a prat
I'm tired of crying over you
Because it makes me weak not knowing what to do
Even its not true love I care
My heart with you I want to share
Yeah we are just friends I see that now
Where did I see more and how?
I tried not to like you
God knows how hard I tried not to
But I did and I still have feelings
And with that I don't know how my scars are healing
We still laugh and I still joke
But still the pan is there like a cloud of smoke
It never fades until time is given for it
Feels like a knife going through my heart and I cant take it
But I'm not going to tell you any of this
The pain is enough without getting dissed
I hope one day you see me as I see you
I'm going to pray every night it comes true...
