I KNOW THIS IS LONG BUT ITS THE WAY I REALLY FEEL. SO PLEASE READ AND COMMENT
I HATE THIS THE WAY I FEEL INSIDE IT'S LIKE I SEE ALL OF THIS HAPPENING AND THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO TO STOP IT WHAT HAPPENED TO THE LOVE WE HAD BETWEEN YOU AND ME OR THE RESPECT AT LEAST WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO ILL NEVER FORGET ABOUT YOU WELL THATS NOT HOW I FEEL HOW I FEEL IS HORRIBLE I HATE IT BECAUSE IT'S LIKE YOU PROMISED ME ALL THESE THINGS WHEN WE WENT OUT AND EVEN MORE WHEN WE BROKE UP AND NONE OF THEM HAVE CAME TRUE YOU PROMISED YOU WOULDN'T BREAK MY HEART SO MUCH FOR THAT WACKE LIE YOU PROMISED THAT YOU WOULDN'T FORGET ABOUT ME WELL YOU DID I DINT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED OR WHY YOU ARE THE WAY YOU ARE NOW BUT I WISH THE PERSON I WAS WITH WOULD COME BACK I REALLY LIKED THAT GUY EVEN IF JUST AS A FRIEND NOW I DINT KNOW WHO YOU ARE OR MAYBE I HAVE IT MIXED UP MAYBE YOU JUST PUT ON A FRONT FOR ME I JUST WISH THINGS WOULD GO BACK TO THE WAY THEY USE TO BE LIKE IT HURTS REAL BAD TO KNOW THAT SOMETHING WE HAD THAT WAS SO GREAT IS NOW WORTH LESS THAN NOTHING AND I HATE IT I HATE IT MORE THAN ANY THING ITS LIKE THERES SO MUCH DRAMA BEING CAUSED OVER THE SMALLEST THING AND YOU BREAKING UP WITH ME TURNED INTO THIS BIG SITUATION AND NOW MY FAMILY HATES YOU OVER SOMETHING THAT THEY SHOULDN'T EVEN BE A PART OF OVER SOMETHING THAT WAS REALLY BETWEEN YOU AND ME AND I APOLOGIZE FOR THAT AND THINGS JUST ARE CONSTANTLY GOING DOWN HILL AND I WISH THAT WASN'T THE WAY IT WAS IF IT WAS UP TO ME MY FAMILY WOULDN'T HATE YOU BECAUSE EVEN IF NOT ON THE SURFACE THERE IS A DECANT GUY UNDERNEATH THERE SOME WHERE AND I KNOW BECAUSE I MET HIM AND THAT IS WHO I WAS WITH AND I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY MISS THAT GUY I WISH WE COULD JUST GO BACK TO BEFORE WE WENT OUT AND JUST STAYED FRIENDS CAUSE ALL THIS DRAMA IS POINT LESS AND I DINT HATE YOU NO MATTER WHAT U THINK I DO MISS TALKING TO YOU AND ALL THAT GOOD STUFF AND IT HURTS REAL BAD TO NOT BE ABLE TO HAVE THAT NOW AND IT WOULD BE NICE IF I HAD AN EXPLANATION WHY BECAUSE YOU ASKED FOR US TO STAY FRIENDS ONCE AGAIN SOMETHING THAT YOU DIDN'T COME THROUGH ON I'M SORRY THAT MY FAMILY HATES YOU BUT I DINT KNOW WHAT WENT WRONG AND HONESTLY IF U WHERE TO ASK ME BACK I WOULD SAY YES IN A HEART BEAT NO MATTER WHAT MY FAMILY HAS TO SAY BECAUSE ALL THAT MATTERS IS HOW I FEEL AND I DO STILL HAVE FEELINGS FOR YOU ALTHOUGH I FEEL IN MY HEART YOU DONT STILL HAVE THEM FOR ME BUT I GUESS THATS JUST THE WAY THE COOKIE CRUMBLES AND I WISH IT WASNT BUT IT REALLY IS AND UNFORTUNATELY THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO ABOUT IT
