I cant find the clearing, I'm stuck here in the rain
with all the tears I tried to hide but they still see the pain
they think that this smile is real but instead its fake
but these are one of the smiles that you can only paint
they think they see the real me but the don't see whats inside
the things that make me hate myself and want to run from the world to hide
they don't go through the things I go through
but on second thought maybe they do
parents don't understand me my friends hate me
I cant find my one true love that special one special the *its Meant to be*
my best friend wanting to die
me up to the lates of the night trying not to cry
my grandpa in and out of the hospital sick and aging
all these damn things I have to be facing
I don't get what it is or even why all these things happen like this
but I hear theres a reason for everything just like theres a reason your the one I miss
