My Pen and Paper

by Eibutsina   Feb 21, 2006


It has been so long since I have wrote
Since my heart and soul has spoke
And this ink is barely even dry
As the tears form welling in my eyes
Because you see of recent late
I have held back so much that I hesitate
This inner hidden and darkened fear
Is what has brought me back to here.

When life is great and running well
My heart and soul have no news tell
And my writing does not flow or even inspire
When my heart is not wrenching or aching desire
But when my world and my everything crumble
My life and my future a mess filled, rolling tumble
Look at where I find myself once again
Sitting back at my desk with my paper and pen.

With an anxious mind and tears quickly falling
An ocean of disaster and yearnings I am calling
A heart full of sadness and fear consumed
Mind full of questions no longer assumed
Faith somewhat forgotten distraught in despair
A tiny itch that has always been there
One I thought I could ignore and pick at later
Not looking back now with my pen and paper.

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  • 18 years ago

    by FireCracker

    Aww girl .. long time, no read and I loved this one!! It is truly amazing.. Ur awesome and you have a real gift!!!

  • 18 years ago

    by Chelsey

    AHH YOU WROTE A POEM! ok where to start where to start?!!

    Ok right here
    This inner hidden and darkened fear
    Is what has brought me back to here.

    If that wasn't the best way to at least end that stanza...I mean WOW Eirisa...GOsh you have no idea how much I miss your poetry..even if its about writing I love it!!! The second stanza was my favorite...you know you kinda inspired me to write a little something something.....Because I realise for a lot of people..they don't write unless something troubling is going on in their life, and you know thats ok for some people..you on the other hand its not good because YOUR WRITING IS AMAZING AND YOU SHOULD NOT STOP! I loved this Eirisa..I tell ya I am a huge fan seriously.....you can write a poem about something so stupid like...say...milk..I bet you 100 moneys that you'd come out with a masterpeice...please do not stop writing girl!! I mean I guesss I'm being selfish when I keep saying "I miss your writing" obviously don't write for me....But uhh..I MISS IS D A M N IT! lol..I love you titta!
    ALways a fan
    Love and miss you forever
    Chelsey-Lynn-Palm
    ^^ oh yes the whole name!

  • 18 years ago

    by CourtneyLouxxx

    This flows so well...i really like this poem...plz comment back if u have time...*PL*

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