Why did this have to happend

My brother..
Your were like no other..
You never did bother..

Why did your life have to end..
You were my best friend..
Why did you walk out on me..
Why did that car have to be..
Where you couldn't see..

It was my fault that you died..
You tried to run and hide..
Because you thought I wasn't on your side..

I never meant too say " I hate you"
I just couldn't see myself through..
But why did you have to walk out that door?

Fighting and fighting..
You told me you hated me too..
Running out that door..
The car racing right around the corner..
You didn't see it..
But the next thing your on the grounded bleeding..

You started to cry..
You told me " I don't want to die"
If it wasn't for me to say I hated you..
This would have never happened..
You would be happy..
Then I wouldn't feel so crappy....

Every night I think about that fight..
Cry my self asleep..
Wonder if your going to be alright..
But I am right..
I lost the fight..
I cry all night..

I like to say..
"I love you"
and " I am sorry"
That your life had to end this way..

-EMO KID-

about my brother who died.