I dont want you to know... do i? part 2

I'm so sorry daddy
i didn't want to lie
i just wanted to tell you
but saw the hurt in your eyes

"Ive seen terrible things"
thats just what you said
"people mess their lives up
and then they wind up dead"

"i don't know why you tried it
i thought i could trust you
but it seems i cant now
so what should i do?"

i begged you and i pleaded
for you not to tell my mum
because it was her birthday
and the party was to come

any excuse just to keep
my secret locked within
to camouflage and disguise
my disgusting hidden sin

daddy I'm sorry i lied
i thought it was best
you didn't have to say much
Cos your eyes said the rest