I stand there alone
My eyes red
I tried to speak
But my voice too jerky
From tears shed
Why did you believe them
Why could you not trust me
Why is my love for you
The one thing you dont believe
Remember what it felt like
To hold me in your arms
But wit peoples lies
Your love for me
Is now disarmed
Look at me
As I stand infront of you
Naked and exposed
I showed you my true inside
That not many people know
But you refuse to look deeper
You refuse to care
The loving look you use to give me
Now replaced with a cold glare
I hurt so much
The pain recides
Why did I have to be the one to fall in love
Why was I the stupid one
To believe all the lies
Because love isnt wonderful
It is not what you need
I can tell you from experience
All it will do is make your heart bleed
It will make your tears flow
And just when you think everything is perfect
He will let you go
You will fall
And the impact will be fatal
The love he showered you with
Will no longer be your cradle
It will be every knife
That was stabbed into your back
The ruthless torment
Your hearts crack
The one you miss
But know you will never hold
The nights filled with laughter
Will now be cold
That hole that he filled
Will now open again
The wounds he caused
Will no longer mend
He has forgotten you
While you reminis in memories past
Should have saved your heart ache
And known from the beginning it would not last
*Deon*
