I ask my self these questions..

by NicholasRyan   Feb 21, 2006


Does she love me like I love her..
Will she love me even if I do somethings wrong..?
Is she going to be there till the end..
Or am I going to loose her,?
Just like I've lost my other friends..?

Was it a mistake to ask her out..
was my heart in doubt.
is she going to follow her heart,
Or is she going to tear me apart.?

Does she know she my only completion?
With out her there is nothing..?
Does she know I try my best..
But I seem to fail just like the rest..

I want to be noticed as something great..
Not something bad..
I want to make her happy,
Not sad,or let her feeling so crappy..

I don't want her to be a shame
Of who am..
Even though I may be bad..
and always mad..

I know am far from perfect..
but why does my life,
always end with a knife..?

how come she there am I'm here..
why cant we be together..
and make this last forever..?

Why does she hide..
to always take my side..?
Maybe I shall die..
Because all I do is cry..

I cry myself asleep..
Wondering each night..
about.. whats going to happened..
The next day with and about everyone around me..

Is my mom going to hit me or yell today..
Is me and my gf going to make this through this day.?
Is my brother, going to stop and think for once about others..?
and is my life going to change..
and throw away that knife..

I ask my self these questions..
Each and every day..
But for some reason..
I get a new answer..

-Emo kid-

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