My feelings again..

Back to writing,
and making my self feel,
Unreal...
I don't know what to do with my life,
Any more, I still take that knife,
Wonder still why Am I living.

All the times I get up,
Then I turn around,
And something hits me,
And I fall right down,
With a big frown..

I will tell you, I do try my best,
To be me, and nothing like the rest.
I want to feel happy again,
With out some one making me feel so crappy..

I want to live my life to its fullest,
I want to soar over all my fears,
With out having any tears..

I want the pain,
To wash out in the rain,
I want to lay in my bed,
with out thinking in my head,
That I ever did want to die..

I don't want to look at my scars,
And remember that your the one who gave me my biggest fears,

I want to walk away,
Knowing that me and you did never pull through,
I want everything to go my way,
So I don't have to take my life this way..

-EMO KID-

Just another... Poem, Don't really know...

I love you kayce..