Perfect No One

Butterflies in my tummy
My hands shaking
I can feel my face burning
While I am breaking

As I walk up to him
I feel all of my nerves come to me
I look down while I walk by
Afraid that he might see me

As I pass by him
He smells of warm aftershave
My knees begin to weaken
And my lungs begin to cave

I look behind me
To see him with her
Looking into her eyes
Like I have always been longing for

As I see him lean forward for a kiss
I feel my heart begin to fall
And my eyes fill with water
Because I know that I will never have him, at all