The end of you and the beggining of me

That lowly defeater,
make that a deceiver,
those small battles you won,
you try to make it seem as though you won the war.
am i your biggest struggle....
or your easiest target?
i never know just when i feel week or strong at the moment.

if i could sum up all you have done to me,
in human terms it would be a down pore.
you know you're not that clever,
I'm catching on to your pattern.
i hate you,
yes that feeling "hate" may seem shallow but i cant deny,
you may despise,
but i hate you all the more.
and the worst lie of your kind...
makes me feel so weak,
so small inside

i look at my body....
and i see things i want to hide,
you open my eyes wide.....
to the weaknesses inside.
why cant i see my strengths?
i think i do it's just so small to me.

you make me feel not so tall,
like I'm not human at all.
i need your master to set me free.
and this will all end,
as soon as i take the hand of my Shepherd,
to whom i will follow,
he's the only one who's lifted me up.
you make me ashamed to be in His glory.

I'll bask in his light,
and soak it in,
like the sunshine,
He's like the sun to me.
my love for the darkness will diminish into oblivion.
my sense for greatness will overcome my lack of motivation.

your place in my life will cease to exist,
as i turn my eyes away from the black hole i will miss,
just in time to see that those old chains you made me feel like,
where so heavy,
fall off and hit the floor at my feet,
now I'm free to move around,
I'm not rooted to this groundless sinking sand.

i have been found out by this world alone,
but i will only take what is my own,
as i begin my march to the eternal goal.
with my destiny right in front of me.