Look through my borrowed mind

It's the mind that darkness consumes from all
and everything about you see
if everything that i am not
you think I'm good you think I'm bad
isn't it so sad that i lie hear on the floor
i think about my own death
about my own destruction
want to live
got nothing to believe in
i think it's my turn to go into the tunnel of eternal light

i pray to a God that i don't believe
lost all my faith
i am evil and having nothing left
not even my soul
and when i die i see
that heaven won't take me
and hell can't handle me
I've got no reason to live
i have no reason
can not escape my life
when will i expire

I'm feeling bent broken inside
no falling angel to save me this time
no love for me
this is one for all the people who feel the same
smile like me
smile with blood in my mouth
i think the party is dead

for heavens sake
don't you see that it's my spirit they take
i think it's too late
I'm in the darkness
I'm so selfish
that I've hurt so much

I've cause so much pain in mind
I'm a bad person
the good ran out scared
i do bad things
and bad things happen around me
to people i get close to you
it's making me sick

so i build a little wall to cover my head
so that i won't get hurt
i won't hurt no one
i won't cause so much pain

but this is me
leaving it all behind
i think it's time to cry
i learnt that
when i ended you
when you ended me

I've injected too much
now I've come undone
I've wasted it all these things