This is to the girl I used to know,
The girl I was best friends with,
The girl I could laugh, cry and joke with.
This is to you, my once best friend.
Who was always there for me
And who I thought would be with me forever.
I still donâ??t really know what happened with us,
You let someone tell you who to be friends with
And obviously she didn\'t choose me.
Do you remember how close we used to be?
Do you remember the sleepovers every Friday night,
Or have you just totally erased me from your memory?
Do you remember the notes I would write
But I would never give them to who they were written to.
Well I think this might be one of those notes.
I am too afraid of what you would say back
Too afraid it would crush me
So Iâ??ll hold onto this forever
You replaced me with her
And that hurt more than you could ever know.
I took time, but Iâ??m ok now.
When you left me, I wanted to die
I couldnâ??t stand my life without you
I cried myself to sleep every night.
Then my true friends showed up
And helped me through it all
But donâ??t worry, they havenâ??t replaced you.
No one could ever replace the bond we shared
And I donâ??t want anyone to.
We were closer than anyone and Iâ??ll never forget that.
I have to thank you for two things,
Without you ditching me,
I wouldnâ??t have found my real friends.
And the second thing,
You put me through probably the worst pain I have ever felt.
And now I know, since I got through it,
I can get through anything.
Now you changed into someone I donâ??t know,
Someone I never thought you would be,
Someone you said you never wanted to be.
I have changed a lot too.
In some ways for the better,
In some ways for the worse.
Now we donâ??t even know each other.
I donâ??t know about you, but to me,
The worst pain is walking by you
And remembering all we had.
I donâ??t want to be best friends anymore,
I gave up on that long ago.
All I want, is to know you havenâ??t forgotten me
Because I know I could never forget you.
