Giving in,but not giving up

I've never been good at letting go
And I've always hated goodbye
It seems that since you left me here
My heart won't cease to cry

It's silently screaming, I can feel it
It's burning,yearning for your touch
I don't think I can go another day
I've never missed anyone so much

I can still hear you laugh
And I can see your blue eyes
I can picture your smile
But I remember your lies

Guess I shoulda kept my ground
Instead of diving in head first
It seems I'm drowning in my misery
And my heart is about to burst

I believed in everything you'd say
I felt you break down my wall
You held me for a little while
But then you watched me fall

I can still hear you whisper
I "heart" you so much
I can still see your smile
And I can still feel your touch

I remember the first time we kissed
It's instant replay in my mind
If there's a cure for heart ache
Then this cure I need to find

If I ever I dreamt of the perfect man
Then I let him slip away
cuz the only one whose right for me
Decided not to stay

If I ever get a second chance
To make everything alright
Then I promise I'll try harder
At not squeezing you too tight

If we have another chance
Another time to shine
Then this time will you promise that
You'll be forever mine