Do you ever feel , as though the whole world has come to and end.
Like theres not much point in going on , the easy way out , to walk to your bathroom stand in front of the mirror and run the blade across your wrists . To watch the blood flow , and in ever speck of blood one of your problems gets washed away . But there is not enough blood in my body to rinse away all the problems i have in my life . I smile to the world , i act like I'm having the time of my life . Its a sad thing to watch , like a show , i have a script to follow , only 15 and wanting to die ,its sad .. very sad . To you I'm a nobody of course because you don't no me , but to myself I'm nothing , i don't no who i am , but i do no somewhere inside my body there is a little girl , crying and screaming .I try and help but the wounds i supply only make her cry more , you have no idea what I'm talking about , I'm sure .. but don't worry one day you will , i promise.
Now i have to go to my room , where the sun never shines , sit on my blood stain sheets and think about weather i really want to wake up tomorrow
