My experience part 2

I keep having these dreams
That me & Brittney get back together
I am so happy
I think we'll be together forever

I want that dream to go on for life
But then I wake up the reality
It was only another dream I say
As tears run down my face constantly

Because of all the daily dreams
I can't seem to face
Face the fact we are over
And that ill soon be replaced

With thoughts of only sadness
Sadness that can't be erased
I'm going to stay in her longer
I'm going to be trapped forever in this place

I'm going through hell
It can't get any worse
I'm having so much bad luck
I think I could be cursed

That's how bad it was
Right back at the start
Things are getting better now
Because now, I'm being smart

I no longer cause mischief
And do what they say
Keep my room tidy
& make my bed everyday

I have now realized
They're not out to get me
Also that I don't need
Brittney to be happy

I have screwed up so much
I was always in the wrong
Yet my friends stick by me
And did all the way along

When I see the way I treated everyone
It makes me really sad
How could I have done that?
Why was I so bad?

I did so many things wrong
That, I can now see
But I'm fixing it all now
And most people have forgiven me

Things have certainly changed
These changes are for the good
I can do so many things now
That I never could

I can get on with my sister
And not argue with my dad
It almost seems as if
My bipolar was just a fad

Me and Brittney aren't fighting
We are now friends
I guess our break up
Wasn't the end

I cant believe it
I am at last happy
After all of this happening
I never thought I could be

My mind is cleared
I'm no longer confused
I am me again
Back to being easily amused

Everything is good again
I pulled myself out of that dark hole
I'm getting back my life
In which my bipolar once stole

I'm now really glad
The overdose didn't kill me
Because now I can leave my life
Live it quite happily

I love my friends
I love my family
I love my sister Ellie
I love everything around me
I love my life...