Smiling has become a chore
jokes are so hard to find
my laugh has lost its meaning
life has bitterness held inside
trying so hard not to give up
and drift away
trying to make it work out
falling everytime I do
please hold my hand
don't look away
i'm fading away
I want to hold on so hard
but you just ignore me
pushing me away,
ignoring my pain and hurt
maybe life has no meaning
maybe we aren't meant to be
but I just want you to know
it's not meant to be this way
you are supposed to be beside me
Not give empty promises
that don't even add up
why can't you see the pain
hidden behind my smile
the pain piecing through,
right to my broken heart
everytime you look past me
