Dream State

I sleep to take away the pain,
in my dreams is were i am happy
in the dream state is where i want to stay

for i never get hurt, never cry,
see when i am awake i am always praying to die
no one heres these preys

for i am still alive and it seems forever will i stay
and then i slip into the dream state once more
wishing i wouldnt wake up, wishing this would never end

but yet again i awake, in this world i have created
this world of pain, and sorrow
for the laughter is gone, never coming back

for i make a desicion
a life changeing one
invovles with never waking

for i talk about death, as it is simple
for these pills i must take,
they will cause me to never wake.

as i empty the bottle, i relize
that all my pain is dieing
for it seems as each pain that dies, apart of me dies as well,

as i am on my last breath, i finally relize
that death is what is really best
for nomore can she hurt me

no more memories that haunt me
no more that hurt
as my last words are said

before i am dead
i let out sweet utter words
tell her \"i am sorry, and that i love her\"