SUICIDE

No one likes me,
No one cares,
they act like I'm not even there.
I sit in my room in a long deep stare
Slowly breathing in the air.
I reach for the blade and stick out my wrist
This time it will be more than a little risk.
today i think the cut was too deep
cuz as i pulled back it started to bleed.
It wouldn't stop bleeding
just came gushing out,
All i could do was give a horrific shout.
The next thing i knew i was surrounded my lights,
and lots of people with tears in their eyes.
I lay in a room all full of doctors
then all a sudden they pulled out the shockers.
the voices kept getting further and further away.
Till finally i seen the lord, my dear father, turn Gray.
He told me to turn away from the Light,
I'm giving my friends and family a fright.
I was really confused but did as he said,
and when i woke up i was in a weird bed.
As it turned out where i was, was a hospital,
trying to kill myself they thought i had gone ill.
Now I'm recovering good,
but my wrists they still hurt,
lets see if the girls start making more words.
Saying I'm fat, ugly, and poor,
cuz if they do i'll do it once more.
But it will be different, different indeed.
cuz the next time Ill let myself BLEED!