It's Over

I'm Trying to be strong
but endlessly i fall
i don't know what to do
i have no hope at all

A tear drop fallen
a cut left bleeding
the horror I'm living
no one else is seeing

Mad at myself
because I'm ruining my life
hating who i am
for picking up the knife

A tree in the wind
i blow without a breeze
anxiously i wait
for all this pain to cease

as water fills my lungs
i drowned with delight
just to make it clear
tonight is my last night