Your gone

Ive really got to accept,
your gone now from me,
i hope you now I'm crying,
i hope that your Happy,

thats it now were over,
that was your last chance,
no time for pointless goodbyes,
I'm braking out of your trance,

you lost what most people,
spend life times longing for,
a real love that gave everything,
to make you happy i would give more,

you may not see it now,
but when I'm gone you'll soon realize,
you'll miss it when I'm not there,
i can see it in you eyes,

i hope it kills you that you hurt me,
and your heart aches like mine did,
i hope you look back on what we had,
and dream of me having your kid,

i hope when you look at another girl,
you see me staring back,
and you pray to god every night,
that you could get back on track,

i hope it eats at you inside,
that you walked away,
and when you realize how true it was,
i hope i can be there that day,

see i long for you back,
even though i want to forget,
it kills me that you hurt me,
but you still make my pillow wet,

i learned from what happened,
so i don't regret you,
but what i really do regret,
is all this bullshit you put me through,

i hope you suffer like i did,
and realize this was real,
i hope you saw it slipped away,
and you understand how i feel,

the hardest thing to do,
is just to let you go,
although we had so much,
it's impossible for you to know,

although i may seem happy,
I'm dieing inside to,
even though i say all this,
my heart still aches for you.