It's just me
It will always be
I didn't stay the same
I'm simply me ,myself
I used to be, so depressed
I wouldn't enjoy
Going over peoples houses
Or even talking to people
In person
I got so pale
I was so sad
I started to experience
Self-harm at the age
Of 13 ,I felt so depressed
I cut myself ,Well kind of
Sometimes I didn't know what to do
I thought that was it
I had my fun in life
Now it was just nothing
So for a few months I thought
About killing myself shortly
I thought it'd end everything
Then I thought wrong
My friend said if I died then
I would miss everything else
I was so close
But every time I got to the point
Someone pulled me back
Said look , Are you stupid or what?
I said I can't go on with this
My Friend helped
I love her for it
I tried and pretty soon
I never gave up
Still now
Sometimes I feel physically
Weak
I'll be on my floor listening to music
I'll start to get watery eyes
Then I'll go to get up
I can just barely make it
See I felt so weak that it tears me
I don't know what to do
I'm happy
But if there's something good in your life
Are you supposed to be happy
No questions asked?
I still am sad and have a hard time
But can I feel that way?
or what?
