Goodbye my brother...

OK so i got the call today
So your going to prison
i don\'Tknow how I\'mMupposed to react to this..
cut,cry wish i was dead....
i have thought bout them all i just don\'t know which one is right...
i know your gone for life
but i can\'t make myself believe that
you were my life
and now i will never see you again
no more visitation
no seeing your son
no more seeing the family...
NOTHING AT ALL!!!
you are dead to me now
i will never see you again for the rest of my life
and i don\'t know which one hurts worse knowing that i won\'t seeTou
or knowing that you will be all by yourself for the rest of your life
i love you more then life itself
nothing will change that EVER
you will always be my brother no matter what ... no
matter how many miles you are away
i will always be your little sister!! i
i cant bring myself to tell you good bye
my heart wont let me do it no matter how hard i try i keep thinking you are coming back but i know your not!!
i wish you were , i wish everything was how it used to be..
but it\'s not and wont ever be!!
i love you my brother....
Good bye!!