If i could see you again (part one)

If i could see you again i'd come alive inside
because when you left i practically died.
i'd be very glad and happy
if you were down here with me.
how could you leave?
i once asked god,"would you give him back to me please?"
when you died to me it was a surprise
and when they told me tears came upon my eyes.
you left without saying goodbye
now before i go to bed i cry.
everytime i hear your funeral song
i begin to cry because i cant stay strong.
my hearts smile turned into a frown
because when you went up above it turned upside down.
before you left we were all glad
but now everyone is sad.
you see no matter how hard i try
when i think of you i wanna cry.
you past away in 2002
and i didnt get a chance to say i love you.
you're in my heart so deep
and you're in my dreams when i go to sleep.
i remember all the memories we had
and not once did you make me mad.
you caused me a lot of pain
and in my heart you'll always remain.
when i hear you name
it brings back pain and drives me insane.
if i could see you again

nathaniel m. rodriguez
2000-2002
R.I.P (I MISS YOU)