I need

I need sometime to myself.
So much to worry about
I just want to scream.
Scream and let it out.

Maybe he hurt me
Maybe he's dead.
Maybe my mom's a liar.
I don't believe anything she's said.

I need some time to myself.
To sort out my life.
I need to find out
If I really want to be his wife.

My cousin might die.
I might fail my school.
I can't take it anymore.
I cant stop acting like a fool.

I NEED SOME TIME TO MYSELF!
i need to breath the air I'm given.
I need to figure out
If the holy ghost really has risen.

Maybe I don't care about life
But maybe I should.
Maybe I don't want to die.
But I would, if I could.