What do I want?

What do I want?
I don know what I want anymore.
because ever since I met you I’ve felt confused.
isn't love suppose to free you?
but why does it confuse me?
so many question run through my head on what I think I want.
I don't know if I want you with me
I don't know if I want you far from me
do I really love you?
could this be infatuation ?
or is it a mere craving?
because I just don’t know anymore
I want you at times and some times I don't.
but I cant stop loving you I cant stop thinking about you.
I'm hooked and you are my drug of choice that slowly kills me and consumes me.
help me know what I really want
because i dont know what it is that i want
what do I want?
I don't know, is the answer I get
but sometimes I say is it that I'm scared of admitting the fact that I do love you?
m I to proud to admit I love you?
all I know is that I don't know what I want.
all I know is that only time will tell