If YoU OnLy KnEw

I have a secret deep down in my soul, only for me to know. But I am missing you. I wonder if you knew..what would you do? Do you miss me too? I wonder do you yearn for me like i do for your being. I wonder do you ever question how I\\\'m doing and where I ve been? Do you have trouble sleeping at night, because I\\\'m not there holding you? Do you stay by the phone, waiting for my call? Do you listen to love songs and think of me? Do you wish I was there holding you, kissing you, loving you, touching you, and making sweet love to you? Well I do! I miss everything about you! I miss falling asleep next to you, and waking in your arms. I miss touching you and kissing you and hugging you! Why don t you? Why wont you call? Why don t you worry about me like I do about you? Why am I missing you when you don t miss me? Why am I here, when I should be with you? Why is it that every time I fall in love, I always loose that person just as fast as I get them? Why is it I\\\'m here all alone, you should be here! If you only knew, the feelings I have for you! I don t know why or how but I think I\\\'m in love with you! I need you and want you! I cant sleep at night knowing I\\\'m not gonna wake up to you, what should I do? Should I let it be and leave it as it is? Or should I fight this last time for what I know is right? I\\\'m so confused on what to do! Boy if you only knew, how much i care for you, you would NT have left my heart in two!