The boy you were before

Many days have passed since then,
Many tears been shed.
You tell me that its all alright,
That the pains just in my head.

But i look at you and read your eyes,
The door into your heart.
I know that it is hard on you,
Its tearing you apart.

The tears you cry are locked inside,
But i still see it in your eyes,
You tell me that your OK now,
But i know its just more lies.

She was your world, your only love,
And still is now, i see,
You can try to hide it all you want,
But hunny, you will never hide from me.

Ive known you for a long time,
and for a long time you've known me.
You know I'm always here for you,
But you still dont want me to see.

I think that your afraid to face,
The pain that you are in,
But hunny, let me tell you now,
It cant end if you dont let it begin.

You've been through so much already,
Its gone from one thing to another,
But now its built up way to high,
And your afraid to face your lover...

You've been cheated, you've been broken,
You've said goodbye to your best friend,
And now your facing challenges,
It brings back what you've tried to mend.

You can laugh and joke and sing,
and fake a gleaming in your eye.
A glow that fools them all,
Them all but never I.

I miss your glistening happy smile,
The one that you could never hide,
I miss your happy joyous laughter,
The laughter now i cannot find...

I miss the heavy put on charm,
That everyone turned down,
I miss the happy tone you spoke in,
The voice you haven't found.

I know that i could help you,
to be the boy you were before,
Take the man you have become,
And to make you young once more...

If only you would let me...