Another year another fear

I act on impulse, I Indulge my self, make mistakes, contradictions never rare, speak my mind, cant keep quite, don't have emotions but can make love for hours.

I do confess I miss my innocence, people told me things would change, part of life nothing stays the same

Though they did not warn me that I would too

Don't want to get attached to what I thought I knew

I'm not the same and wont be again

Another year another fear

I don't know the right things to say, I cant remember the date, I need my space, I cry when I'm lost, I'm lost when I cry, I pretend to understand

Another year another fear

I drink to much, get addicted to easily, fall to hard to readily, wont admit defeat, wont admit I'm wrong,

Another year another fear

When I was young I believed in god asked him for help to make me strong

As the years got on I lost my faith, along with it my fear of doing wrong

Crossed the paths of many a man everyone did understand

Aimlessly I wondered searching for the truth

Lost my mind for a very short time regained my senses in a regretful daze

Ive made my mistakes and ill make many more I'm grateful for these experience they allow me to explore

Amongst my confusion one thing seems to remain

A simple bit of knowledge I gained long the way

Another year another fear