Drag u through this kicking and screaming

Can you even find the words to tell me thats its alright and its okay?
No-one said I'm going my seperate way
I know I've got myself to blame for all my bad moods
Deep, dark, emotions creep up by my side
I just saw a flash of life
I still care, I want you here, please don't go, please don't go
You can party night and day, party hard, wish life would go away
you can do who you want
you can take what you want, but she will never replace me
when you wake up everynight will the scent of regret ever haunt you?
Does the weight of consequence drag you down until it pulls you under?
Put this under your skin, I am me
Will she lend an eager hand to save you from the future of being with her
try and replace me
you don't know me, like you knew me, you stopped listenning the momment that i needed you the most
do you still see me, like you saw me?
This is not easy cause your falling but then I am slowly drowning
I'm gonna scream, scream cause this hurts, your every word cuts me inside
and leaves me worse, theirs no way back
what if their was, would you still be you, and i will still need..to say can we try
You don't understand me, you can't hear me.
you can take who you want, try and kill the pain, it's not gonna fade
Something so pure, and innocent has passed your way
I'm not afraid of anything
Just need to know that I can breathe
All i want is enough space to figure out exactly what i want
What if i don't know what i want?
say if i just let it go
what do i do?
my feelings don't show..
I DON'T KNOW!!!!
does anybody see that when the lights are off somethings killing me
Im gonna drag you through this kicking and screaming
Cause I don't feel like being me!