That stone wall around me was my protection,
it blocked out the surround sound when i cried,
people said,they were there for me,
but the ones i loved justed lied,
that stone wall was my border,
it was that which blocked out the light,
inside the wall was me my blade,
and for months on end i was alright.
but people build walls for reasons,
mine wasn't to keep people away,
it was to see who cared enough to bring it down,
and make sure i was alive and OK!
someone finally cared and the wall crumbled,
and i was open my innocence at stake,
i thought i was ready to love again,
but i bite off more than i could take.
so my scars were invisible to everyone,
and the light just hurt my eyes,
and my only protection had vanished,
and i was left to believe your lies.
i Was young and so stupid,
and i shouldn't have fallen all over again,
but you swore you'd never hurt me,
so how come theres so much pain?
so now that I'm left on this rooftop ledge,
and i fell so used and betrayed,
my innocence is gone forever now,
i wish inside my own Lil world id stayed!
