He consoles me when I'm sadden,
holding me close even when I'm mad and
all I can do is wonder why
that this beautiful guy wants in my life?
I'm mean and I tend to curse,
but still he sticks closer than a purse and all I can do is wonder why?
I haven't been to church in a while,
I pray when I feel that I should die,
but even the scars on my wrist won't drive him away and I'm left wondering why?
He's sweeter than my grandmother's apple pie,
buying me gifts that I can only dream about and I wonder why?
What does this guy see in my eyes that has run dozens off with a twinkle of my eye.
All I can do is wonder why?
Maybe I'm not suppose to wonder why this beautiful loving man has entered my life?
I think I'll just go and thank God.