The reason

I have hidden the pain far longer than anybody can.

I thought it was over and no tear for him will ever fall.

But here I am again, missing everything about him.

I've stood tall before as if nothing happened,

But now I'm dreaming of him and asking if he does too.

Foolish heart, blind heart, can you just stop?

Definitely the answer would be no,

And maybe this is the reason why I closed my heart.