And a day has gone without a thought of you
progress.. maybe?
and i was glad of it too
i might just be over you
or at least on the way
no more stress for me!
yes! hurray!
and now comes the nightfall
with sweet sweet dreams
not a single bad image in my head
at least thats what it seemed..
so here i go drifted upon my sleep
a place with relaxation
no strength at all.. I'm weak
but its a nice feeing you know
that feeling you get
a feeling of alleviation
a feeling of no regret
but then it hits
in the morning around 3 or 4 o clock
i swear my heart dropped
from the start of that dream
not a dream it was.. a nightmare i swear!
maybe not.. but i dreamt of you..
and that dream led to another tear
now your always hearing those little girls say
oh i dreamt you were mine and you were here to stay
but no.. that kinda girl ain't me
this was a first time
listen up baby..
i didn't necessarily dream
but i reminisced in one
that night at your practice
and that led me to realize i was wrong with being "done"
our little interactions with one another
and our talks in the field
as cold as it felt
it was warm cuz u were my shield
now i ain't just trying to say that for a little rhyme
cause i know i could make something better then that any time
but the point I'm trying to set across
was his warm hugs with a cost
a cost so valuable
that it made me think of your touch
you kept touching my chin
so gentle although it wasn't much
when we walked to your dads car
and his car we could not find
he drove us to my school
and you still weren't off my mind
for my auntie we waited
as you stepped out of the car?
your father and i..
wondered where you are
you were changing from your football uniform
to your regular thuggish clothes
which i always thought looked good on you
you and your "sexy pose"
and then my aunt came
and a goodbye we had said
but i hoped to be over you
i hoped my feelings were dead
and then this random dream comes along
what am i to do?
to wait and stay
or move on and be done with you?
why did this dream have to happen
i was doing just fine
now your going to be on my head again
time after time...
