He loves me, he loves me not

I wish I could just fly away
but you hold me down with what you say
you say for me to disappear
but when i try you hold me near
I feel so confused about what you say
like the rain coming down on a sunny day
never knowing when to step up
or when to fall behind
never knowing when your angry
or when your being kind
you'll act like you love me
say the nicest things to me
then you'll act like you hate me
say I'm blind, i could never see
but now it's all clear
as clear as the sky
now i know what i must do
and I'm not sorry to say good-bye