My drug ; My addiction

You walked out,
slammed the door.
The sound rang in the silence,
and I stared at the floor.

I wake up,
crying your name.
You left me,
but I love you all the same.

Sometimes I want to scream,
tell you I love you.
How could you do this to me,
was it that easy to do?

When I've been there an eternity,
helped you when you were in need,
held your hand when you were wandering,
and needed someone to lead.

I wiped the tears away,
when she broke that heart of yours,
but still you walked out,
and slammed those doors.

I find myself late at night,
crying these tears,
you're the only thing in mind,
being without you is what my heart fears.

Do you find this all so easy?
Walk out on me,
I gave you some place to come when you needed it,
some place to be free.

How I still manage to cry,
I do not know.
For all I've cried over you,
I should have no tears left to show.

You were fatal,
a deathly addiction in my veins,
my pillows are old now,
filled with nothing but tear stains.

Even though I knew you were like a drug to me,
I didn't want help for it,
I just wanted even more of you,
Just one more hit.

See when you were running through my veins,
I had this rush,
it would remind me of those days,
the ones it was just a crush.

My drug ; my addiction,
please come back through that door,
Maybe it won't hurt so much,
right now I just feel so sore.