Kill me again

This pain i
hide inside
is hurting from
you.

i bet you don't
even know what
you put me
through.

i loved you so
much and i thought
you loved me
back.

i guess kindness
in you is something
that you lack.

i used to cut and
i used to drink
i stopped all this
cause of what you think.

i cant take it anymore,
you killed me once
and i survived it then.

why don't you finish
it now and kill
me again