I'm Not Sure

I'm not sure if I should freestyle or write,
But to tell you the truth I love to flow all night,
I write purely out of love,
Since I got a loved one watching me from above,

I got a really big scar on my face right now,
And I'm not going to tell you how,
But before I got it I screamed out Thug Life,
As I showed people my fist were their strifes,

Now lets get off that subject for a while,
And now lets go some where exotic may be the Nile,
I'm getting older as the days go on,
And now its just a count down til I'll be gone,

I miss everyone in Portland a lot,
Missing everyone so much my heart begins to rot,
But I still got love for some people alive,
And what I'm doing is just trying to survive...