You are my drug.
And I didn't get my fix.
Without it I am lost.
I start to lose control.
Fears and unreal thoughts cloud my mind.
My mind becomes a downward spiral.
I feel like I'm endlessly falling.
Starting to go into withdrawls.
My body aches and becomes numb.
I'm mad at myself.
I'm dissappointed.
I don't know what I am.
Feeling so lost and unwanted.