I try to fix who I am,
But I never seem to change.
I'll always be the same.
I will always hurt you.
And I will always have my doubts.
My madness filled thoughts.
Or my hidden fears.
I'll remain locked away,
And sealed up tight.
Just the way you are.
....
I try to fix the way I am.
How I act towards you.
But it never seems to change.
I'll always doubt everything.
I will always suspect you of something.
I'll never let there be peace.
You'll never see my hidden fears.
Or get to know the real me.
I keep myself sealed shut.
All so I wont end up hurt.
But in the end,
I break my own heart.
